In this deeply personal and unflinchingly honest memoir, Mark Turnipseed invites you to walk alongside him through 20 years of addiction, heartbreak, and self-discovery. From the age of 15, addiction consumed Mark's life, leading to countless relapses, incarceration, and moments of despair. Yet, it was in his darkest moments that he found the glimmers of hope that ultimately transformed his life.
 
Mark's groundbreaking memoir reflects the growth and spiritual clarity he has gained since its initial release. Through raw and candid storytelling, Mark explores the lies that shaped his identity, the trauma that kept him in bondage, and the grace that set him free. He shares how fitness, faith, and a relentless pursuit of truth helped him rise from a suicidal 230-pound alcoholic heroin addict to an Ironman triathlete, and most importantly, how he reconciled his bi-sexual identity with his identity in Christ.
 
Mark doesn't shy away from his struggles or mistakes. Instead, he lays them bare to show how even the most broken life can be redeemed. Through his journey, he offers hope to those battling addiction, struggling with identity, overcoming trauma, or carrying the weight of shame and pain.
This book is more than a story; it’s a testament to the power of truth, the resilience of the human spirit, and the unyielding love of God. Whether you are seeking encouragement, healing, or a deeper understanding of yourself, Mark’s story will inspire you to confront your struggles, embrace your true identity, and walk in the freedom of God’s grace.