top of page
Search


Family Systems, Shame, and Sexual Identity: A New Perspective on Being Gay
Looking Back on My Suicide Race In my memoir My Suicide Race , I wrote about the pivotal moments that I believed shaped me into who I am...

Mark A Turnipseed
Oct 94 min read


Holding Back: How Edging Trains Masculine Presence
Introduction: Confession at the Edge I can't hold back. Some men struggle to finish—but my challenge has always been the opposite. I feel...

Mark A Turnipseed
Oct 96 min read


Choose Wellness Before Wellness Chooses You
Don't do what I did and wait till your life is falling about. Choose wellness now. Sometimes, wellness doesn’t come as a New Year’s...

Mark A Turnipseed
Aug 105 min read


I Did P*** — Shadow Work, Brain Health, and Choosing Light Over Dopamine
I did porn—not to be a star, but to face my shadow and return with light. Porn dulled my mind and dimmed my spirit, so I chose brain health over dopamine hits. Shadow work isn’t avoiding the dark—it’s confronting it, taking what’s real, and leaving the rest to burn. I’m not ashamed. I’m here to report back, so you know there’s light on the other side.

Mark A Turnipseed
Aug 77 min read


From Pastor to P***: My Evolution Out of Evangelical America
Mark left the evangelical movement to deconstruct the most damaging wound he saw the church leaving in its wake: Shame. Before Reading I...

Mark A Turnipseed
Jul 2410 min read


Unraveling the Lie: How Christianity Disconnected Us from the Earth and Self
I can’t speak for the last two thousand years—but I can speak for the 38 I’ve lived. And in those years, religion didn’t save me. It tried to erase me. It broke my bond with the Earth, buried the sacredness of my body in shame, and replaced wonder with guilt. I was taught that divinity lived somewhere out there, not inside me—and that lie nearly killed me. This isn't just about Christianity. It's about any system that teaches us to fear who we are instead of worship who we ar

Mark A Turnipseed
Jul 64 min read


The Science & Spirit of Erotic Liberation: Why This Practice Works
For most of my life, I thought the goal of sex was to finish and find the final height of pleasure to explode. I thought pleasure was...

Mark A Turnipseed
Jun 142 min read


Learning to Yield My Erotic Flame: How the Break Free Philosophy Reclaims Pleasure, Power, and Purpose
For generations, men have been taught to shrink themselves: to mute their desires, harden their emotions, and exile their erotic nature....

Mark A Turnipseed
Jun 144 min read


My First Nude Shoot: From Fear to Freedom on the Beach
I was 32 years old. Freshly out of the closet. Still carrying the weight of small-town shame, religious trauma, and the deep-rooted...

Mark A Turnipseed
Jun 112 min read


Unveiling Your Inner Empire: Harnessing the Power of Self-Love and Spiritual Growth
Unveiling Your Inner Empire: Harnessing the Power of Self-Love and Spiritual Growth There is an empire inside you. Not a k ingdom of...

Mark A Turnipseed
Jun 103 min read


Why I Left God Behind to Find My True Self: Deconstructing Christianity
Photo by Steven Menendez When I found my light and began living life to the fullest, I felt that I was slowly becoming free of the binds...

Mark A Turnipseed
Jun 104 min read


Taste Every Bite: The Secret to a Healthier, More Present Life
Mindful Eating has so many benefits but here is how to do it and a few of those rewarding benefits

Mark A Turnipseed
Feb 45 min read


Achieve Big Goals starting with Embracing Small habits: My Journey to Cultivating Pride and Integrity
In the latest heartfelt episode of my podcast "Seeds of Change," I opened up about my personal struggles with self-pride and the lessons...

Mark A Turnipseed
Apr 23, 20243 min read


Harnessing Endless Energy
Discover the transformative power of embracing fears and tapping into a wellspring of boundless energy. Explore the connection between core

Mark A. Turnipseed
Dec 19, 20232 min read


Adventures in Mindfulness with Mark Turnipseed
Hey Awesome Readers and Listeners! I’m Mark Turnipseed, your guide and host from the Empire Self Podcast. Today, I'm excited to take you...

Mark A. Turnipseed
Nov 22, 20232 min read


Unveiling Your Inner Empire: Harnessing the Power of Self-Love and Spiritual Growth
Unlock the secret to self-transformation and empowerment through this captivating journey of self-discovery. Join Mark A. Turnipseed as he s

Mark A. Turnipseed
Oct 10, 20234 min read


3 ways to be more satisfied with a job well done
I wake up in trouble every morning, filled with discontent and if I’m not careful, if I don’t get grounded in the beauty of what is and what

Mark A. Turnipseed
Jul 13, 20234 min read


Don't Give Up: 2 Tricks
No room for giving up... I hated to be in team sports because the other guys were always yelling at me and each other to keep going. That...

Mark A. Turnipseed
Jul 4, 20232 min read
It's Time to Glow Up
What’s this buzz term, “Glow-Up” all about? It’s a fancy sounding term that sounds good, sounds fabulous actually. So what does it mean...

Mark A. Turnipseed
Apr 12, 20213 min read


How Health and Fitness are the New 'Sober' while the days of binge drinking dwindle
Recovery from addiction to drugs and alcohol has gone through many era’s through the last century. Over the past decade, however, a few...

Mark A. Turnipseed
Mar 21, 20216 min read
bottom of page